Why is nothing working out?

well I mean recently I feel like I'm in a rut. Everyone seems to be getting ahead of me. My best friend gets all the guys while I awkwardly stand there. I try my hardest at everything and nothing works in my favor. my passion is soccer and that's not been working out because I just got rejected from several teams. My coach wouldn't let me play in the most important game of my life. I'm pretty upset because I want more from life but I dont know exactly what. I need to bring up my grades. I want someone to listen to me but I also want to just step away from the world and calm Down. everything moves too fast and I just don't understand why I'm in this rut. Please help